Save money

we had our pay cut down by 30 percent.
15 percent starting this month and another 15 percent starting with the 1st of June.
i revised my finances and realized that if the worst scenario becomes reality, i will be in trouble. i am talking of a personal money crisis here.
so i need to do some money saving now and furthermore i need to look into the posibilities how to make some extra cash. there is 2 more things i can do: first of all i can try to attract money with the help of law of attraction and second i see one posibility that could be a salvation / at least a help but it’s way too early to concider that at the moment.

i believe it’s better now to invest, not to save. need to think of that.

starting to think there is no point in saving and the inflation makes the money worthless. maybe i should buy something? maybe a wardrobe or a car or a parking space? i hate big things to buy as i am scared to have little money in case something bad happens. i have lent money to my friend and uncle. when they give it back i should really think of buying something instead of keeping it in my savings account. the bad thing is that there is not enoug money for a good car or for the parking space. so maybe i should try and save twice as much and then just risk and buy. money is something that i really am dumb with. i just feel insecure if i have none. but i don’t really save. so i am stuck in the moment. need to make a decision what am i going to do and do it. it means saving anyway, just need to make my mind up what will i save for.

just need to stop spending somehow. maybe i should ban myself from shops?

i need to save for my portugal holiday. i had mor ethan enough for it till i stopped thinking about finances altogether. then suddenly i noticed the money is gone. i have to stop wasting it on things i don’t really need and start saving for things that make my life more interesting and are of greater value than a new t-shirt or another pair of mad shoes.