Stay focused on my goals

Unfortunately, it seems that to be a successful, I must get decent grades, and to get decent grades I have to do homework. I really don’t like the idea of there being only one path or think that there is only one way…but I haven’t thought of a real alternative yet. How is it that busywork can be of such consequence? Is doing some tedious assignment truly the best way you could be spending your time? It seems just about sinful not to make the most of your day because of homework. You could be doing something worthwhile but you’ve chosen to do homework instead. Way to make good choices!

It’s difficult to convince myself and to remember that an assignment, while worthless alone, is a means to something worthwhile.I’m never completely convinced and I don’t always remember.

You know how sometimes when you repeat a word a bunch of times it starts to not sound like a word anymore?

Well, yeah, it’s kinda like that right now.

It’s sort of difficult to stay focused on your goals when you question whether or not they should be your goals.

Another dilemna (example), “I want to be successful”...okay, so, how?

There are times when I want to throw everything out the window and dedicate myself to whatever “cause” seems to me very important at the moment.

Sometimes I want to be a scientist…because it’s fascinating, sometimes a career in art is more appealing…because it’s already easy for me, sometimes I want to save the world…some days that means humanity, and some days it means tress.

Etc.