list 100 favorite memories

I’ve been dating the same guy for about a year now – and the other day when he brought me home – with my head resting on his shoulder and his hand holding mine…I found myself smiling. I mean really smiling – I was so happy. He was singing songs – messing with the words and yet he made me laugh. I wonder if there will ever be a day I will listen to some of those songs and not hear his voice in the background…lol

I remember when I was about 13 years old fishing up in Alaska – river fishing…it was the best time that I have ever had fishing. I caught a big fish – I wish I had pictures still….perhaps my mom has them.

I miss him so much – can’t explain it…he is the one person close to me that I lost. Earlier last year I lost my great grandmother – whom I really respected and loved but my uncles death hit me hard even though I was in Michigan. I remember me and TK in the kitchen making funny animals out of french bread – I remember us playing cards…I miss that man – too bad he was so miserable in this life that he decided to drink it away…I hope I never become that miserable.