choose one bad thing everyday to find the positive side of

negative – He straight up told me that although he wants me in his life always, wants to date me while he is up here, etc…anything after MOSCOW is up in the air..it will be what it will be…

positive – If I give him this space and he still lets me go after he knows how much I love him …in the long run it might be him that looks back and says “what could I have done differently”

negative – i fell in love only to get my heart broken
positive – I now have 2 years to figure out who I am – and hopefully figure out why I was so insecure in the relationship

Negative – the talk, the negativity, the “in two months you’ll be miserable” attitude, the “your playing a game” issue…

Positive – She’s sleeping now so I can finally stop analyzing what she (and everyone else) wants me to do with MY life…

Okay – negative…I talked to Connery today about me and Tim and the possibility of getting back together even though my mom is probably right about us fighting and it being worse 2 months down the road…lots of negative talk

Positive – he says he won’t kick my butt when he comes home and that he somewhat understands my misery…and that mom is usually right but it doesn’t mean I should just do what she wants me to