finish medical school

I attend a Caribbean medical school that is not recognized by the Dept of Ed. Therefore, no federal loans for me. This wretched economy has siphoned off the few private educational lenders that worked with offshore schools. I did well in my basic sciences and Step 1. And now, the wait…I got so depressed about not being able to start and finish clinicals that I am now seeing a therapist, who alludes that I should just close this chapter and move on. To what? I cannot see myself doing anything else.