don't worry...be happy

Well, I will no longer have my
cell phones as of Oct. 26, due to
the company being bought out. Now,
You’d think that this would be simple.
Ooooh no…not here…Verizon bought
out a portion of the company; 95%.
The other 5% was bought out by AT&T.
I am surrounded by Verizon…guess who
ended up in the 5% left? If you said
Godzilla…just…no…If you guessed me,
you guessed right. AT&T doesn’t even cover here.

I found out today that the tower we thought
might belong to AT&T in fact doesn’t…like
I’m surprised at this point lol. I’m not
paying for service I can’t get, another 2 year
contract, and shitty phones. I opted out.

I can now CHOOSE what and where I want and IF I want.
The phone service sucks here and 99% of the time
“No…I can’t hear you now…does this thing even have
service?”

Overall a smart move on my part, but dangit now I
have no phone…lmao! I found the perfect photo! Hehehe,
I’m not alone…

Today has been a bad worry day for me.
I mean, I know things will happen as
they will, but it just runs in my mind.
I’m always trying to find solutions and
looking at every possible outcome…heh
guess that’s what makes me a good scientist.

The problem is, my brain never stops. I try
to force it to stop, but then I find stuff
creeping in and before I know it, I have this
huge mess in my head. I think I’m gonna try
to meditate tonight-what’s left of tonight.
Maybe I’ll relax enough to sleep…

Well, I can’t find the “Worry Wart” my brother
gave me so this will have to do…apparently
I’ve been a “worry Wart” since I was little.

hehe don’t worry…beeeee happy!

I am happy for now because the a/c has
been fixed! I was so used to those horrid
temps that I’m sitting here just soaking
it in. My dogs slept in the cool all afternoon,
but now they’re bored. They stopped taking
over the fans and moved on to the vents lol.

(no this is not my dog lol)

That’s where I’m at right now…actually
I’m not quite sure what I’m feeling…I’m
here…not exactly depressed…I don’t know…

I really believe I had a Guardian
Angel this morning. I was saved
from being hit by a car, but my phone
got slammed on the road with my phone
holder across the road. Thank you
Guardian Angel…even though my nerves
were frazzled.

Had a visit from a good neighbor today. The
girls were happy too.

It really sucks when depression sets in. Unless
people have been there, they can’t understand why
it’s so difficult to get back on your feet and just
how much it effects you. I do try to be positive, but
I’m not always successful. I just try to find things
that can make me laugh and smile. Some people need
meds to help them cope as well as therapy. You really
need both to be most efficient(if that’s what has been
prescribed).

I, on the other hand, am one of those stubborn people.
I will keep fighting things off as long as I can. It’s
helped me through thick and thin so far. I know me best.

frown

I am not a stubborn J.A. I am just voicing my opinion…

Ok so this morning was awful. I turned it around though
and did something that made me happy. I accomplished
things and felt real good…until I got back home and
received a phone call from the insurance company.

They keep not updating their records, so it’s a
constant battle going through the millions of
“please press one for…thank you. You’re call will now
be transferred to this department…terminal hold with
loverly elevator music.

You’re asleep by the time they pick up and ask how they
can help you…then you respond all startled like.

Don’t worry….beeeeee happy…lmao.
If I don’t laugh, I’ll cry.

With the stresses of life, we tend to go overboard
at times with worry and it depresses us. My goal is
to try to do less worrying and be more happy. Things
always work out in the end even if it isn’t the result
we were looking for. Talk about taking lemons and
turning them into lemon-aid.