Untitled — 1 year ago
it just seems that i make up my mind to do something, and i will mean it, and i will devote myself to it, until, i’m not mad anymore (it’s usually something driven by anger)... so when i’m not mad anymore, i relax a bit, and it’s not so bad… i go back to how i used to do things, until once again, it (whatever ‘it’ is) betrays me, and i’m off again on my ranting and raving roller coaster….. sigh..... it just makes me feel like i cant even commit to myself… it’s just frustrating. it’s like when u dont want to let anyone down, and u do, and the person u let down is urself… i wanna keep this goal in mind, and maybe work on it more seriously.
