There are calls I should make next week. This isn’t part of ‘stop interfering’, it’s more resolving what interfering I’ve already done. I’m pretty sure backpedaling can count towards this goal, it’s just an uncomfortable learning curve. One call I actually know will result in something positive (more work, more cash) but it’s still a call I’m nervous about making. Hmm.
“It pains me to watch you sometimes. The carefree life you lead.”
I don’t know why I consistently feel the need to wreck what I have, to ruin the essential aspects of my life and to cause so much agony for myself.
I have this idyllic idea of what my life will eventually become but all I’m doing is walking away from it.
Time to panic.
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