be more patient

Venus bay is sooooooo nice…. i lovee the beach it is so relaxing… patience… i dont really need it here as there is nothing that could make me impatient

Im going to venus bay this week…. i think thatit will be a relaxing holiday… and add to the patience that i have already consumed

i dont think that i or anyone else for tht matter will ever be completely patient… and as my goal i wanted t becone MORE so i think that i have accomplished this goal… as i am no longer impatient for my goals to happen and when i start to become impatient i jst remember that everthing happens and me getting angry and frustrated will not got it to me any quicker…

The same as last time…. i am alot more patient that i was before… but is till know that i can get a bit better…

I think that i am alot more patient now than what i was when i started this goal!! It is a really good feeling to know that you have achieved something. To achieve this goal i told myself to just wait and things will come when i started to get impatient… and it works.. anything that i tell myself and really believe it somes true!! im really happy about being more patient because my moods are alot better than what they used to be!

Patience patience… im getting there i think that things that i am waiting for… like my goals i have to accept that they take time and that there is no point being impatient as it will not make things come any faster

today i think i was more patient…. i think
i think the reason for my impatience is my temper… and i have gotten that pretty much under control…
Me and my sister are still not getting along… she is the one that takes away all of my patience!!! lol
but im still working on it!

This morning funnily enough….
i realised that i am being patient… in waiting for my goal to happen..
its funny because i have picked goals and am visualizing them as much as i can *( or when i remember) and working physically to get to thwm… now i am being patient in waiting for them to happen..
i have been patient in that unconciously… that is awesome!!! :):)

HMMMMM…. today was a good enough day.. but not really one that i could put this goal into practice…
i was home alone most of the day so it was quiet, and there was no one around to annnnoy me…
so yeh that was how i went with my goal.. i take that as a plus because i was patient reading my book… lol

PATIENCE….. wouldnt it be nice…
i think i am slowly getting it…
like in my entry before… i had more patience with my sister
and it is up to me if i let my feeling overwhelm me…
i control them and it is my choice to get impatient or annoyed….
so today i didnt get upset when i didnt understand maths ….not did i get upset when it hit the 2week mark of not hearing if i passed my test… i just accepted it .. and new that i would find out in time..