get my driver's license

I hate being so dependant on someone driving me around, but it’s like I can’t break the habit. I need to or I’ll keep feeling like a total loser everytime someone reminds me I don’t have a license and everytime I have to wait on someone to pick me up. Oh and it’s so embarrassing not knowing my fucking directions. I don’t pay attention. If I actually drove I’d be forced to learn how to get where I’m going which would be a good thing.

I’m too dependant on my mom taking me everywhere. I just never really had the motivation to get my license, but I know I need to.
I think a part of me is scared and paranoid. Driving becomes easier when you practice, I’ve just been out of practice awhile.