be in love

HE DOES LIKE ME TOO!

faints

And then he kissed me!

I still don’t know right now, for sure, if it is only one way. BUT I’m OK with where it is.
I’m not really ready for love, or a at least an official relationship, and I don’t think he is either. Realistically, I can see something happening in a year or two, after he’s gone through another “entertaining” girl and I let him know how I feel and, well, that I actually DO feel.
It needs time; time to grow, time mature…and then…

Well, maybe I have accomplished this goal, maybe I haven’t. I suppose I scarcely know what love is besides what been spoon-fed to me by popular culture. I’m might not recognize love if it accidentally partially upside-down kicked me in the face. I mean…urgh…I guess I’m still afraid the whole thing is a one-way street, which I keep telling myself, fighting against what I hope for and what other’s have told me.

Fear…