I read my old comments and they are really still true today, but I am not so ready to accept that I will possibly live alone the rest of my life. I believe that God has some special designed to fit me and vise versa, I am designed to fit him.
I feel like I have been going through times of being prepared to serve God better and during this time, it is also a way to prepare me to be a better partner in a relatioship. It goes hand in hand. If I can be more like God originally designed me to be…then I can also be a better wife someday! It makes perfect sense.
People tell me that God is preparing my future husband. Well…if that is true, God is also preparing me to be a better wife.
I say that I am tired of hearing that….but praise God if it is really true. I will wait…though it is hard, I will wait for the man that God has for me. It is better than being in the wrong relationship..that is for sure!
But more so, I don’t give up…I’m not giving in. I know that God has someone for me because I desire it. I want a lover and friend to share my life with and to entagle lives with….no matter how hard that also might be…I am ready and willing.
I guess God will say when I am truly ready….and this “guy” that is for me as well.
God is my love right now. I’ll just leave it at that because that is all I need. God will provide another when it’s time.
I love so many of my friends and family that love me too….but I am truly in love with someone who loves me in return. This someone even loves me more than I love them in return. Jesus is my true love and I am in love with Him and He is in love with me. Actaully since God told us that He IS LOVE…then I have more than just being “in love” with God…I “HAVE LOVE”.
Love lives inside of me and that is more than I could ever ask for. Thank You Jesus for being the love of my life!
I realize that I can love people and they don’t have to take much notice of me any further than “a sister in Christ” or usually, “the older lady”. haha Anyway…I want to love someone who loves me to…but I realize that I have to wait for them to love me first. And this could take the rest of my life. I am prepared to possibly live my life as a single person. Maybe when it’s too late to have children I will adopt and share my love with them and have a family. But I won’t push God to hurry, I still have plenty of time. I just keep serving Him and throw in my prayers for a Godley man who would match my life…or I match his. Blah, blah, blah…it’s always about love isn’t it? hehe
I am a special and beautiful person who has so much to offer that God is still preparing a person especially for me. I wait patiently for this other special person as we both have final touches added before we are brought together. I am waiting Lord. I have chosen to love and enjoy life as it is and look forward to the day I meet someone to love on earth forever.
Someone who will love me for how special I am and appreciate how beautiful I am inside.