have babies

With so many of my friends and classmates from high school getting married and having babies, I realized I am not at all ready to make any kind of commitment like that yet.

I know I need to be more comfortable living with myself and being comfortable with myself, that’s my goal now.

We’ll see how things change once I get that far.

I’d like to have a lot once I have a stable career.
When I was younger, I never thought I would want babies. Whenever my mother mentioned me having babies when I get older, I would almost automatically say, “I’m never going to have babies!”
But of course, that was about 10 years ago.
Maybe in another 10 years I’ll be able to do this. ;3