I have terrible Social Anxiety. Most days I’m terrified to leave the house. I’m scared of getting a job, even though I’ve had one before, because I’m worried about the interview. I don’t even know if I could get out of the house to go to work everyday.
Alot of the time I’m scared to call anyone on the phone, or even respond to IMs or emails. I just think everyone will think I’m stupid.
When people come over I freak out for a few hours before. Even people that I know. I worry that the house isn’t clean enough or that I’m not dressed right. What will I say to them? What if they don’t like me?
The only reason I even have friends now is because of my boyfriend. Without him, I just stay inside and avoid the world. Even if I make plans with people I’ll cancel at the last minute. I’m just so terrified of people.
I know it’s stupid and my fears aren’t justified but I still can’t shake them.
