Step out of my comfort zone

For first time in a long time I really feel well and in piece with myself, relaxed and satisfied. I started doing things which I had been postponing for years, like reissuing tickets(a part of my job) and driving. And it really feels good, that I am able to do the things, and they are not difficult at all, just for some reason I was avoiding them. And especially driving! It’s so good, and so fantastic that I don’t have to rely on taxis or others. I started eating healthier and don’t find comfort in eating junk food anymore. And I lost a little weight as well, but this is only the beginning of a long journey. And next month I’m moving to Italy to study, so there will be lots of changes in my life and I’m not afraid of them!

So I got accepted to a school in Trieste (Italy) for a master program. We went to see the city (not so wonderful) and the school (wonderful), but then I got afraid of the changes (new country, new city, new school, totally alone) and started to make excuses to myself why I shouldn’t go. Fortunately one friend of mine convinced me, so I decided to go. It’s a great opportunity and I would regret it forever if I don’t go.

things to step out of my comfort zone, unfortunately still I am in it. I’m thinking to travel to some unfamiliar place, and so far I only dared to do it in Europe. But of course I know Europe and know what to expect. So my new plan is Philippines. It’s in the end of the world (from Europe at least), it’s a totally different culture, landscape, accomodation, transportation etc. Of course, I’m affraid a little, but I really want to do that in the same time.

An other thing I want to do is trekking in Austria. Okay, it’s not something extraordinary, as it’s only a neighbour country, but it would be only me and my dog and we would be on our own exploring beautiful places.

That’s all for now.

I did interesting programs in the last few weeks, cinema festival, dog exhibition, meeting with friends and visited my grandmothers, so the time passed quickly! Tomorrow I’m going to Budapest, I will meet with one more friend and stay with my lovely cousin, then Thursday early morning I’m flying back to Doha!
New goals arises then: I need to find a new job and demand higher salary, and find new friends, as my only friend is leaving Doha soon, and anyhow, it’s good to have friends. And when it’s done, I need to occupy myself with great programs to not get bored or depressed there anymore!

The last month was very boring for me, because now I don’t have anything to do, no school, no job, nothing! I would love to go back to Doha and start working again, but my husband is in Cyprus, so I don’t want to go back until he is not there. I have 2-3 more weeks here, and I should do something immediately, to spend that usefully somehow. I have to find ideas how to cheer up my lights, not just read books and watch tv, because that’s totally boring. After 2 weeks I will come again and write about my progress.

a few days ago to tend to choose the easier way just because I’m afraid a little bit of new things (while I would love to experience different things).
Just one example, I’m always going back to Qatar (okay, good point, my husband is there), but I really (really-really-really) hate that country and it brings out the worse of me. I have many plan to do and I should start working on them (fortunately my husband is open-minded, so he supports my plans usually). I am now planning to go back once more just to collect some money, study and prepare for things I want to do and then I will do it.
One more thing is sport. I want to run oftenly, or do any kind of sport, but many times I’m lazy, and I really need to stop this.
So it’s time to step out of my comfort zone and get myself into the undiscovered!