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start over

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Lemon_Seed has written 2 entries about this goal

Running 3 months ago

I think I need to finish what I started here before I even think about further changes. I know I can’t run away from myself cause eventually I will catch up. Next fall I hope most things will be different, I really wish it will be and I’m going to work hard to achieve it! Next fall I can finally run away :)

Sep 14, 12:21AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments


Changes 7 months ago

I guess there are different ways to change one’s life and start over. I used to be the little, kind girl who always did everything right and tried to please everyone. I was always just sitting in my own little box of a world without even knowing it, and things started to grow darker, slowly.
In the end I was so deep down in my depression that I didn’t manage to get out of bed in the morning and get to school. To make things better, I sought help. After some months I moved out of my parents house, got a job beside school and basically just started over again.
It feels like my life cannot get any better right now, but still I need to work on my way of thinking, in a way. Go deep within myself and start over. It’s really about time now.

May 25, 02:46AM PDT | 31 cheers | 5 comments


Lemon_Seed has gotten 51 cheers on this goal.

 

I want to:

The world wants to...

get a brazilian bikini wax clean my car (inside and out) make a difference in people's lives Run my own internet radio station Find My Ideal Job Marianella wants to make money Watch the Entire Series of Xena: Warrior Princess take singing lessons Finish reading all the books in my room Learn to play the piano speak, read, and write Japanese fluently Exercise 5 times a week stop being afraid of the dark Own a world map and mark the places you’ve visited learn to walk in high heels see snow watch one tree hill M0RRIGHAN wants to have a flat stomach meet all my online friends Watch season 4 of the l word find a pen pal Kiss under a waterfall jet ski keep a sketchbook make it mean something own a beach cottage meditate weekly
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