Oh, oh. So I’ve done my best to compliment one person each day (at least one, i’ve complimented 4 in a day!) and smile at anyone who catches my gaze. So I feel really proud of myself. You know, it’s little things. And I know my previous two friends would roll their eyes at me for being so proud of this. But you know? Baby steps. It might be second nature to them, but… I’m different, you know?
I’m different from them. Not a lesser person. :/
I’ve always had that close circle of friends, relied on them, and when things went sour… I was stuck alone until the next group came along. Well, not anymore. or at least I’ma try to make that not happen anymore. I’m going to try to go out more next semester, go to clubs, hang out with my friends from class more. And in graduate school, if I make it in there, I’ll try to go out often and all the time. I really want to be in a circle of friends whom I can trust, that’s all. Friends who, no matter our arguments, will be there for me and support me emotionally and cheer me on. I’m not adverse to making friends here , either ^^; online, that is.