identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)

First and last. My first name has an S in it, not a Z… Unless specified for some reason…
And my last name really isn’t that complicated…
I just like when people are smart I guess. And pay attention.

67. Staying in bed literally all day with someone. Specifically in this case Hillary. Nothing was awkward. Everything felt right. There was no rush to get up or even stay awake. Anyone that lets me sleep in their bed all day with them is a star in my book.

68. Making the first move. I have noticed recently that as much of a wuss that I am, I always end up making the first move. I get it started, but that doesnt mean that I keep it going, ha. But its nice and comforting to know that through all the worry I put myself through about being social or alone with someone, I obviously have enough confidence to do something without questioning myself.

I never met her in person, but she saw a certain strength in me that I cant seem to find at times. I never was able to keep in contact with her, and I kind of regret that.
But it is a very nice necklace, and I was very undeserving of it.
It was probably one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me.
The story behind the necklace is probably what makes me happy, really.
But, it means a lot to me now.
If only I could let her know.

While I am up in my room. He’s just strumming away. Not singing or anything. It’s nice to hear. I sometimes like to turn down my tv and see how long he will play for. It definitely makes me smile.

It doesnt happen as often as it should.

53. Having some ‘me’ time out and about, or just at home. With no interruptions.

54. My niece. She’s adorable, what can I say. And she is a little pistol. I love her!

55. My nephew. Only the cutest little thing ever. That kid has potential. I love him!

56. Gatorade. Its so delicious. And necessary.

57. Good smells. Especially when my car and room and clothes smell good. All the time. Mmmm.

58. Painting my nails. Making them different whenever I please, however I please. I feel pretty when they look nice.

59. My best friend Bunnie. She is great people to have around in your life. She literally is my best friend.

60. Watching the Golden Girls.. I’ll forever love that show. Go hate. haha

61. Kirby’s art. Especially when she gives me some of it. Even just the little dumb things, cause those are the ones I truly treasure. Yeah, those are really nice to look at.

62. Finally having the perfect playlist set up. I wont be hitting ‘next’ for a while, I’m sure. Thank you iPhone.

63. My three rings. One thumb, and two on right ring finger.

64. Reading a good story. Long or short. I like intensity.

Man its been awhile since I have been able to come up with things that make me happy.
But, dancing truly makes me smile in pure bliss.
Whether I am at a club, bar, gym, or just in my room, I love moving to the music.
Ahh, and especially at those places where no one is judging you on how you are dancing. THAT is just wonderful!

Oh how I have been wanting to go dancing lately, but torn ligament in my ankle ):

almost every episode.
and not only because i love zach braff..
but every episode makes me laugh … then teaches me something… then makes me cry…
and i like that combination, especially in 30 minute intervals.

i really like that show…
and it makes me happy watching it…

the postal service.
its a band.

come on now.
just listen to them.
they automatically make me smile no matter what..

for whatever reason, their music just gets to me.

and its good.

a greattt pick me up too.

pictures. especially when they are in picture frames and displayed all nice and pretty.
its nice.
and they tell thousands of stories.
they make me feel happy.

i like them.

48. You know those feelings you get when you first meet/hang out with a person that you like..
and every time you talk to them you just smile and the whole butterflies thing inside of you. and someone, every single thing they say or text, makes you like them even more…
and its not like they are trying to tell you what you want to hear, but thats them just acting how they really are…

i dont think i can really explain exactly what i mean…
.. those feelings never have lasted really long for me. but in the beginning at least, they give me hope.

and i like that.