Get a tattoo

ohh i want another one so bad!!

a true meaningful one.
that is very much visual.
and appealing.

oh so bad.

stupid mom. wont listen and just makes me cry.

whatev.

but for some reason… she does…

i wanted to get words for my first tattoo..

1. because it has multiple meanings.
and
2. becuase i love reading and wrting… so yeahh words make up almost everything..

so i was thinking…

either;
nothing (as in endless abyss.. nothing really is everything..)
or
its all good.

i try to be a optimistic person, but i just need to be reminded sometimes…

so yeah…

gosh.
this shit gets too difficult.
but i dont want to make a choice that i wont be happy with forever…

damn.

march 31st.
its on a tuesday.
so i have off work.
that good.

getting a word. just one.

guess what it is…

[:

so i have all the inspiration i need.
in one book.
i will look through it soon.
while i am on clouds.

[:

with all thats going on right now, i just dont think its smart of me. like i really shouldnt disrespect my dad like that. especially not now. we’ll see what the future has to offer though…

i know what i’m getting, i think… ha.
it consists of one star..yeah i know everyone has that but mine is going to be completely different , i swear!!...ok, so one star,and three circles.

i like it.
and i’m rather excited

so i got reallly close. well closer than i have ever been.

i went to a tattoo shop, for my first.
just to go.
went to this really ghetto, not too ghetto, one by my work. ha.
and i ended up getting my tongue pierced.
ah i love it.
it didnt really even hurt that badly… but then again i am use to piercing myself and that kind of pain.
so i’m not afraid to get a tattoo of the pain or anything.
i just want something really unique and cool….
i dont know..
still got a couple months any ways…

ok so as of right now… i am at home whitening my teeth… so i was thinking.. why not get like a white tattoo, so i looked it up, and i really like how they look… so thats definitely on the list.
yeah.
and last night i was looking at peoples tattoos, like pictures and what not, online, and there are some pretty neat ones i saw.
but i swear on everything… that i would never copy someones tattoo. that just isnt me. i want something thats ‘leslie’. not that is someone else. but yeah. inspired, and copying are two totallyyy different things.

so definitely decided on one small one… like on the side of my pinky, its going to say a two word phrase that i think totally applies to my life.
still not sure about the other one on my back yet… but still thinking.

i really like the pinky one though. i’m oober excited.