find another job

Degradation at work. Again abusive employers, people born with a silver spoon in the mouth. Still hours less, and not paid though in contract. The ambiance is awful, super bad communiaction, horrible phone call. So I’ll leave. I’ll have to find another job again. nce more I fell on abuse people, but I think it’s human nature, they always want more. Two months ago they told me they left on holiday (out of scholar schedule), 18 hours less on a half time… Now last evening, at past 9pm, they told me I wouldn’t work today, 10 hours lss on a half time. They say I shouldn’t complain, that I don’t how to keep a job. I just wanted my hours for that day, for I can pay my bills. I took it very bad, espcecially the way she was talking to me. So I should just be a pawn, and why do we even write contracts?
Here we go again. I’m deeply depressed, From that situation and all I’ve kept inside. I’ve been crying for one hour, and can’t seem to stop. I want to see no one. I don’t believe anymore. I think about suicide. Maybe I’m just a whining baby but I’d like my Dad to hug me.

I quit my job at the McDonald’s after one week. Well it didn’t happen exactly this way in fact. i was called and proposed a new job, a full time job in a bakery, and I won’t be out alone at 1 am. I suppose I will sign my new contract on next week. i will work on the pool (near Arcachon). I will have a real contract and a true salary with all hours paid. Well i must say I’ve grown cautious, more cautious than usually. I suppose that at the level of the work, it can’t be worse. It’s all the rest that worries me. But it’s not going with this entry. More news soon.