Not get irritated by people so much

It’s gotten to the point where I just do not care anymore. It’s not the attitude I wanted in the end, but that’s what I’m stuck with. Even my brother found it odd.

It’s not happening as much because I’m not around people much for now. But to occupy myself, I procrastinate and not do any work.

This one girl, (I won’t give initials), has been doing this to me ever since I’ve met her. She’s friendly one day, a total asswipe the next. Today, I only asked if I could borrow a photocopy card to photocopy 2 pages after this other girl who was using it. OK, it’s hard to explain.

-Can I borrow your photocopy card, AL?
-..No.
-Please?
-(Looks away, starts chatting to other people)

Why thank you. You have been so kind. Rhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarbrhubarb.
Slightly better. It seems so petty, sigh.

It’s hard. That’s all.

It’s proving harder than first thought. Some people from school, sigh, are unbelievably ignorant and selfish. And they are/were people that I trust/ed.

This week of school is absolutely pointless.
Monday – teachers come in
Tuesday – students come in
Wednesday – Anzac Day, holiday
Thursday – students come in, again
Friday – cross country
The teachers say Friday was compulsory but meh, not going. Such a rebel. BUT. And there is a big but. My Physics exam/half yearly is on the Monday following. And everyone has to attend school the day before they have their exam/half yearly/assessment. I know, stupid rule. So, instead of doing other work like reviews and etcetc (can’t give away too much), I have to go on Friday. RHUBARBRHUBARBRHUBARBRHUBARBRHUBARBRHUBARBRHUBARBRHUBARBRHUBARB.
Anyway, a bit off tangent. Yes, after two weeks of bliss and not seeing people, the other people in the school are getting on my nerves.
NOTHAPPYJAN
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