stay sober for 30 days

I have a confession to make – I was working at gigs this weekend, and ended up being given beer by the bands. I only had a couple each night, I was still under the driving limit and felt completely in control. I was definitely not drunk or even tipsy, so I’m not going to make this one count. It was part of my job!

I’m off out tonight, to my regular Tuesday night out. Withh letting myself slip with a couple this weekend, I’m likely to slip with a couple tonight, I hope it doesn’t lead to a couple more than I should have.

Next Tuesday’s Halloween, I’m prepring for the worst by havingmy mouth ‘stitched up’ as part of my costume. It means I can’t talk or pull though! =( lol

...and I’ve hit a problem. My head doctor thinks this is a bad idea. He thinks that it is more likely to promote me drinking excessively on a night out, and I would be better having “one or two drinks every few days”.

I don’t know. We’ll see.

And not bothered. At all. I could go like this for a while I think! I think I needed to get that last ‘mad bender that wipes your memory and what little ego I had left’ out of my system before I could settle down into being alcohol free and financially better off, lol.

Tomorrow would have been the day I could have started drinking again. And I’m going to miss Halloween. I guess that’s okay, as I’m gonna be in six inch heels and a micro skirt, so don’t exactly want to be inebriated!

Again.
Friend’s birthday. So close, so far, so very very very drunk.

Oh well. I knew I was going to fail on this one. Guess I can just pick my ego up and start again.

livinghard, I’m going to be experiencing exactly the same thing tonight (I hope!)

Been not drinking for a week now – and I’ve developed an evil, evil cold. I think the alcohol was cleansing my system or something, lol. I’m still enjoying the not drinking thing.

Tuesday is traditionally my night for getting drunk. Last tuesday I stayed in with a dvd, but this week I’m heading out. Thinking this one is going to be the biggest challenge.

Anyway. I am waffling like a… err… waffling waffler? Angel over and out.

...whoops!

Starting again. Survived two weeks, and then I got good news and had to celebrate it!