break up

we’ve been going out for a few months and i was the one that wanted him. I live pretty far but i used to go to school with him. over the summer i saw him and he was really hot, and once i started to get to know him i wanted to make sure he wanted me. When we started dating i was happy that i got him, but i could never see him. He didnt seem like he was going to be with me forever, but i didnt worry about it, because i had him. After some time he decided that he was * in love with me * I thought he just really liked me but he meant it. he never wants to break up and i’m just a teenage. I have cheated on him more then a few times, and he hasn’t even asked me. If he did i would tell him, but i am worried about how he’ll be when i break up with him. i talk to him every night all the time, but now I just feel like i do it because thats what i’ve been doing. He never wants to get off the phone even when its 3 am on a tuesday. He’s become too clingy and without touching him or seeing him he’s just a voice on the phone, my friend but not my boyfriend. I tell him i love him because its true, but its a different love then he has for me. eventualy i will have to be the one to break it off but I dont want to do it… help me