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2 years ago
I seem to have no comfort in living in the moment. I’m often looking back at happier times wondering what I was doing that made life so enjoyable, or I’m planning for the future, thinking that only if I get x, y, and z accomplished, then I’ll be happy/normal/not-a-nervous-wreck. Truth be told though, I was a nervous wreck almost constantly in the past, and my subconscious understands that with goals/plans/tasks complete, only more can follow. I’m just beginning to fully comprehend the fact that time does not stop for Nervous Neds like myself, and there is no specific formula for peace of mind. I’ve just got to find my breath in the chaos that is day-to-day life…somehow.
