have more friends

And I stepped out of my comfort zone, and reached out. I wound up meeting a lonely guy at the library, who is only a year younger than me. I explained that I was lonely too, and we became friends. We finally made a time to hang out, and both stepped out of our comfort zones, and we wound up having a great time! I’m on my way! And so is he. And he’s a really nice guy. He’s pretty cool. And also, I got in touch with an old friend at church, so we’re hanging out again. I just may be getting my social life back!

I just don’t get it… I believe in going out of my way for others! I went out of my way for my friends, doing things to make their lives easier, to be a good friend to them, to love them, and to be just someone they could always run to. I do that for everyone. I made tons and TONS of friends everywhere that I was always hanging out with, and then they all ditched me… And I don’t know why! Now I’ve been so lonely… They said it wasn’t something I did. They said they were just bored with me. But friendship is meant to be about so much more! If they really cared they wouldn’t get bored with me, right? sigh Time to make new ones. Somehow…