speak my mind

I haven’t really been saying what I think recently, usually because I’ve been wanting to avoid embarassing situations – even with my close friends and my sister. I’m usually the type of person who won’t say anything if it’ll mean no awkward or tense moments. Some things really are better left unsaid, though.

God, I can say the stupidest things sometimes. I can be hurtful with my remarks too. Maybe this goal wasn’t such a good idea… I may be expressing myself more liberally in one sense, but on the other hand, I’m compromising other people’s feelings. I don’t know if I should give this one up. Decisions, decisions.

It’s weird. I’ve tried speaking my mind before, and although I sometimes get nothing but looks off people like I belong in a mental asylum, I feel… lighter for having said it. Now if I could only start to make sense of the things I say…