LizzyleeBorden wants to become a better mother.

I will tell you the second time having children is just as hard as the first, but I would immagine the third would be the easiest, mainly becouse you have already done it twice. Not that we are going to have another, we already made shure that was not gonna happen. And Josh is pretty open about his “fixing”...lol @ how he told his friends….I am proud of his openness, he is setting a good example for his boy. My point here is we are all trying to raise these children, we have our problems, and alot of them! but I have defently became a better mother becouse of what I got right here in this picture. Just a personal goal I always want to have…

I am in love with my children, everynight I put them to bed, kiss them on there plush cheaks, and tell them they are so beautiful, that I love them, as I say it, “Alot, alot, alot, alot.” Dekota started school today, and I wanted to cry when he drove away, he is so gorgious. Trinity is starting to sit up, she smiles and plays, and makes my morning bright. But I guess that is what makes me a good mother….

My babies are growing up and they are beautiful. Dekota is starting school soon, he is going to be 5 on his next birthday! Trinity is 5 going to be 6 months old, she is getting her first tooth as I write. Every night I put them to bed and kiss them, tell them I love them, and as they dreamily go to slumber land, I thank god for giving me such beautiful and healthy children.

There is always room for improvement, especially as my children get older. I am 7 days away from having my second child, unless I go into labor, and I have been working on introducing Dekota to his new baby sister, and I know that he is so ready, he gets so excited when I tell him that it wont be that long now…

We are still going good, things are good like normal, Dekota is getting smarter and bigger by the day. Awaiting his new sister, helping his mother, he is such a good boy, and thankx to his mother he is a very polite boy. lol Well, needless to say as a mother I am always working on becoming a better mother, sometimes he makes it hard sometimes he makes it easy, but I love every moment of it.

I had an ultrasound today and I hate surprizes, or not knowing something so I said tell me when he asked me if I wanted to know, I have a wonderful boy full of questions and piss and vinerger, now a little girl to spoil just as much….I love being a mom, it had defently gave me a bigger purpose, someone to make me a better person….

Well long story short I moved to decker with dekotas father, got married, became pregnant, and moved to Wyoming! We are working together to become better parents, working on getting our own home, our own life, and have what every american wants a family with minimal problems as possible. so I am always going to be working on this goal….

Dekota is now potty trained! He is Talking is total sentences and tells everyone everything, yes saying to much! Josh and I are married and working on having a baby brother or sister!

I cannot believe it has been almost three years, kinda feels like maybe a year at the most. I cannot count the ways that Dekota makes me happy! Things are wonderfil, both mom and dad are in the home, loving, big household.

I dont have a toddler anymore! I have a kid, how things for him self, answer asked questions, laughing at jokes, showing everyone how smart he really is. Kinda scarry, but I would not want to miss it for a thing. He is the best thing that god has gaven me!