Be decisive

I’ve gotten so much better at making my mind up about the little things now. Like – which path to take home, whether to do something now or later, what to wear, what to buy.

The thing is, I think I like two guys. And the confusion is killing me, which one do I like more?
Gah.

Yesterday I picked out deoderant, shampoo, a toothbrush and toothpaste in like 5 minutes. I also bought underwear today, and I picked out the different colors without a second thought. These are all things I complained about not being able to decide on in my last entry. I’m really trying to make choices quicker and without any anxiety, especially over something as small and insignifigant as these things. So, go me.

It takes me like 20 minutes to choose between deoderant scents.

Yeah, I need to learn how to make up my mind and stick with it. But I’m just so afraid and worried that I’m doing the wrong thing or something else is better…or that something just isn’t “me”. But if anything, I need to be able to pick out deoderant in a minute. And shampoo. And…underwear colors. And other things that should not give me a mini panic attack. And I need to make choices and not regret them, but know that I did something and I need to just deal with whatever happens.