I saw my first love again for the first time in 4 years… it was totally worth doing, and its helped me gain a lot of closure over the entire situation.
We met when I was 17 and in Australia for 6 months – we parted ways when I left the country but kept in touch for all those years. I always found it so difficult to date other guys, to imagine myself with other guys… for 4 years I kept a place in my life for him.
When we met again – I’ll admit we fell in love again… but since we’ve parted ways I really feel like I learned so much from my experience this time around. He’s become more of a real person in my life again – one that makes mistakes and isn’t the perfect guy I dreamt of for all those years.
It’s time now for both of us to move on and begin a new chapter in our lives. I’m having an amazing time dating new people and realizing that I can have that kind of stomach fulttering, can’t-stop-thinking about that guy - feeling about someone right here at home.
I wish him the best of luck, and I may see him again – but the best news is that right now my entire focus in on me and my life.
