Be less shy

I just hate being shy… though it sometimes does have its positive aspects to it. It gives me more time to think and just makes it easier to cause less probelsm( drama) hehe:P. But I just hate that im missing out in many things in my high school years. There are so many things that i want to do but because im shy im not doing them. This year so far ive started to step out of my shell and joined clubs, sports and joined some summer programs. I hope that i will be able to overcome shyness to expereience the high school life:).It just that its so hard to let go of something Im use to, and to let it go it feels so uncomfortable. I actually am i very talkative person:P , but it just takes some time to settle and be able to get comfortable to be able to step up out of the shell.There are just so many reasons why i am shy and i just want to show them, yet i feel im not oging to be accpeted if i ever do decide to let go…I dont want to be shy i want to show my true inner self because i got so many things to say:P