lose weight

I have got to push this up to a higher priority. I am making no appreciable progress. I have been trying to go to jazzercise more regularly. This is a good thing, but not enough.
If my body is a temple, I have let it become a ruin. I know I would feel better about myself if I lost weight. (Sure would make shopping more fun) Also I worry about health problems that could develop. The older I get, the harder it will be to lose weight. I just need to stop procrastinating and get this under control!!!!!!!!!!!!

How incredibly frustrating -10 months ago I started a diet and somewhere along the way I lost the motivation and am now back where I started AGAIN! New Year -New Resolution. I am going to suceed! I want to see the real me -I want others to see the real me -the one inside not this one covered in blubber. It scares me that I can’t seem to conquer this extra weight.

I am down 9 lbs so far. It is a start. I hope to be at my ideal weight by Thanksgiving. This is definitely possible as long as I don’t get discouraged and give up.

I just joined Weight Watchers this past Thursday. I’m going to this! I am going to lose 50 lbs. I want to be healthier and more attractive. Sure looks are not everything, but it is dumb not to be the best you can be and I’ve really let my weight become a problem. I am not as confident as I would be if I was at my correct size. I’m doing this for me. I can’t wait to put on a bathing suit without cringing. I can do this! (inside -I am so scared that I can’t)

Still not doing so well on this. Actually I am totally sucking! I am having a complete body image breakdown here. I hate my lack of will power.

These past two years I have gained about twenty pounds. Unfortunately I let food be my primary means of comfort. Talk about a traitor. I’ve got to get serious -I’m getting older and now besides the dreaded mirror, I’m worrying about all the physical damage I am inflicting on my body.

I will wallow about in self pity for a minute more (it’s not fair, I don’t eat as much as my “skinny friends” ....so on & so on….)

Now I will accept that I’ve been eating badly and not being active enough and go ahead a buy a size larger jeans then find a weight watchers around here -join & start doing something about it! I will post my progress or even my lack thereof (maybe shame can provide some motivation)

I’ve not shed a pound. I get all pumped up and fizzle. I get all pumped up and fizzle. Now I doubt myself. I feel so defeated.