Honour my inner Goddess

I’ve decided that it is time to mark this off too.
That’s two of my important goals marked off my list today.
This could have easily stayed forever… I do it but I wanted to keep it as a reminder of sorts.

However, I’ve decided that I don’t need the reminding anymore.
I think I’ve grown a lot stronger in recent weeks & have formed the habit of thinking about my needs, my wants, what my intuition is saying. Honouring myself is important, it protects one from being used, trampled on & from leading a dull life! Other things too.

This goal has been about making time to think things through, to listen, to contemplate, to act on that.

I know when I need that & I will always remember.

...out.
I’ve spent some valuable time thinking & finding new perspectives. It wasn’t really a conscious thing but an inspired moment.
I know that I have to power to change negative aspects of my life & with the support of my inner strength I should just do it.

I’ve made a new goal for this, inspired by a Cure song:
Kick out the Gloom, Kick out the Blues, Tear out the pages with all the bad news.

The Moon was really bright & beautiful but I didn’t get to see the shadow cross it due to cloud but I did see it later on when there was a slither of light & much shadow. Very cool.

All I need to do is make a bit more time for myself, honour my needs & follow through on my wishes.

Tonight is a Full Moon Lunar Eclipse which I intend to see. My partner will likely be at band practice so I will have some quiet time to myself to spend with my inner Goddess. I need to consolidate all that has gone on lately, deal with it & move forward. I also plan to work on my Altar of Inspiration project which I will be able to do with focus for a few hours. It’s going to be great, I need this.

I still need to put more time into myself.
I don’t know where the hours go. I don’t feel like I waste a lot of time, perhaps I am just busy? I would love a holiday, time to spend at home doing things instead of each weekend involving buying food & doing things that are convenient but not necessarily what I want. I don’t know…

I need to focus on more benign aspects of my inner Goddess.
I want to invoke more Brigid-nature into myself. I feel like I’ve been constantly battling (Morrigan?) for a while. This is fine, this has been needed but I feel a desire for a little bit of peace & serenity.

I have much much more to learn. Such a delicate & valuable path…

I probably need to start meditating in the morning again & just planning my time a bit better.

I made a mistake but I felt like a Goddess doing it. This doesn’t, however, make it okay. We can feel our inner Goddesses without betraying ourselves.

I’ve been reading about Goddesses lately, I wonder if perhaps I have had too much of The Morrigan’s influence?

I need to take care, I have a lot left to achieve on this goal as it morphs & changes. I am thinking about setting up a Goddess altar with inspiring images. I’ve never had a proper altar before, not something that was sort of dedicated to the task but I think it is time.

I am not confused so much as I need to decide on a path forward. My world’s been shaken up a little & I need to redefine how I want things to be.

Meeting new people can change ones perspective immensely. I’ve been in a similar situation before & I’ve gotten past it.

I think this is a time for great growth.
I just need to make the time.

It’s tough but her strength can guide me.

I’ve got to listen to her little guiding voice inside of me. She is strong & she knows what is needed & what to do.

I’m following my heart on my new path towards a happy career.
My Inner Goddess is a part of this.

This goal could probably be marked off often but I find retaining it (and some others) helps me to retain focus.

I gave up on a lot of my goals (on here) lately because I decided that it will be more effective for me to have shorter term goals that I am working on currently in my list.

I’ve found a lot of focus lately & I am terribly grateful.

Last night there were plenty of things I knew I could be doing but I realised that I was tired & rest is what my body, mind & inner Goddess needed. So I napped off and on a little & listened to her.

This is not something I’ve done in a long while but I think it was truly worth it.

She serves us well.

I’ve decided to give up coffee completely.
I KNOW how much this affects my health, my mental state, my hydration levels, my skin AND my menstrual cycle.

Drinking coffee can be delicious BUT I have to care for the Goddess within, there are just too many drawbacks.

Today for work I decided to dress up.
I am wearing a dress that I haven’t worn in months, but adore.
The reason I’ve not worn it – working.
Working means getting up early & chucking on clothes & with the colder months this is usually done as fast as possible.

This doesn’t leave a lot of time for thought.
& I’ve become complacent, despite know that my Inner Goddess sings & dances when I wear clothes that I love.

I need to make more of an effort into my clothing. I used to dress much more expressively & my current job does allow for freedom of dress within reason.

I need to get that passion I had in younger days & feel that feeling I had when everyday I wore clothing that made me excited & proud.

I’m getting this back.