kiss someone

well, one of my friends likes me and i like him. so maybe…something wil happen. but i’ve been thinking about it and the more i do, the more i get butterflies in my stomach b/c im so nervous about potentially kissing him and i don’t know how. i don’t want it to be awkward or n e thing. well, nothing has even been said so i don’t know y im trippn.

I have never had my first kiss. I’m 16 and maybe some people go longer without having been kissed before. But that’s one thing I know i want the most. I keep thinking that if I say it out loud more often or before I go to sleep it’ll happen the next day or someday real soon, but so far, no luck. Maybe it doesn’t have anything to do with beauty or intelligence. Maybe you don’t have to have certain favorable characteristics to be kissed. Perhaps its something that goes unthought of throughout the day and then it happens. Well, here’s trying.