have faith that everything will be okay

So a friend of mine recently got a job at the bank I work at and told me that they’re hiring like crazy right now. I applying for the job and really want and need it. If I get this job, I should make over 20,000 a year, which is more than enough for me since I happily live a simple life. So, I’m really hoping that works out. If I get that job I’m hoping I can convince my parents to buy me a cheap reliable car and I could pay it off within a year or less. (Since I totalled my last one.) I’d also save pretty much every cent I make and by the end of the year, move back out to the beach that I used to have an apartment on. Of course this is a contingent plan and I might have to make some changes, but I’m really hoping it works out.

And again, I just don’t know that everything is going to be ok… I feel like my whole life might just come crashing down around me in the next couple months.

I have complete faith in God, and I know that everything will be ok once his will is done here on earth. I just have trouble having faith that everything will be okay tomorrow or the next day.