I would love to thank him for rescuing me at times when Ive literally had razor blades resting above my wrist, waiting for that spurt of bravery to do it. Its at those times when the only thing that saves me is the music of MCR, the empathy I get from it. I feel like I owe him so much, I owe him my life, and yet people treat the band as though they are not worthy of things because some morons think theyre emo whiners. Those people have tried so hard to stop me adoring MCR, and they never will because they stop me from doing things I would not live to regret. They stopped me cutting myself, I used to do it all the time before I found them, but now I hardly ever do. They just deserve so much adoration, which they dont always recieve, but from me, it is a resounding THANK YOU. Thanks to the band for their music and thanks to gerard for inspiring me. Heres some examples of how sweet he is:
“No one should be in pain. Everyone should love themselves. Like I love you all.”
“Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary.”
Little things I found that he said that inspire me to keep surviving. So let my stupid friends call him a poser. Because to me, he is the greatest man alive, who has saved me so many times. And that comes before anything else. If I could thank him, I would be very happy
