be thin

I haven’t posted in ages!

BUT thought I would now because I’m actually keeping to a diet for once! I’m now coming to the end of my 5th day and things are going great. I know I’ve lost weight but don’t know how much yet because I’m being stricked on myself – only alowing myself to weigh myself once a week, so I’ll know on thursday morning if I’ve lost anything :)

Basicly my diet started off as a complete liquid diet, making sure I don’t go over 500 calories a day, however I found that if I had soup which had chunks of veg or meat in I would eat less calories and feel fuller, happier and less weak :)

Days so far:
1st day = 502cals
2nd day = 507cals
3rd day = 454cals (this is where I started having soups at dinner)
4th day = 494cals
5th day = 481cals (2day)

I’ll post again on thursday to let people know how the 1st week has gone :)

It’s gunna be harder on wednesday because I go back home – why didn’t I start this diet earlier? :( I’m going to have to actually eat with the family, I just pray to god I don’t gain for the month I’m back at home! BUT as soon as I’m back here at uni I’m going to get back on this diet!

Sorry for the ramble!

SS&&TT XxxX

Been so busy lately that my fast went out of the window, but now I have no plans but to loose weight! I’ve also bought some diet aid stuff so we’ll see if that helps, I’m not going back to my fast but I am eating only when I have to. I don’t think I’m strong enough to stop myself from eating at the moment :(

Foods I’m trying to avoid: bread & sweets!

Anyway, I’m back and more determined then ever, y? well met up with a few friends who I hadn’t seen in a while and they all looked great – one had even lost weight and every1 was commenting on how great they looked, as for me I must have gained cause I looked fat in every picture me took, hate it!

SS&&TT Xxx

I haven’t written on here for a while, simply because I’ve been ashamed of the lack of control I have! It was my bday yday and I felt… fat! I got my cross trainer I wished for and I’ve start dieting 2day, so hopefully it will be easier this time as I’m not fasting but having 3 small meals instead, also staying away from all sugar things (which will be hard as I have a HUGE cake left over!).
It’s not funny anymore; I’m going to become seriously depressed if I don’t sort my weight out, I have to loose 2 stone!

Hope everyone is doing ok
Xxx

My dad has just told me it’s going to be a busy day so i can sort myself out for dinner! Meaning I won’t have to eat anything today, finally a day of full fasting! I’ll have a coffee at work maybe and then one or two when i get home, apart from that a very low cal day for me 2day – so happy :)

As for my weight I haven’t gained but I haven’t lost, prob because monday and tusedays weren’t good days for me! But I got back on track yday (not perfect but much better) and 2day looks gd 2!

Hope every1 is ok,
Daisy so sorry to hear about your family troubles, thinking of you,

SS&&TT
Xxx

Loosing motivation! I’ve started to eat normally again today, skiped breakfast but then had a small apple, followed by a small lunch, then got home ate a small slice of angle cake and a small choc eclar, now about to have dinner and then might have popcorn with frind at cinema, I feel horrible cause I know I’ll just gain the 6lb I lost, grrrrrrrrrrr!

Right I’ll let this day be a one off cause I know I won’t be able to stop 2day, to tierd and worn out!
2morrow is going to be a new day, no eating, mouth closed!!

Hope everyone is ok,
SS&&TT Xxx

Erh, why do I feel so fat? I’m doing well but now just eating dinner is 2 much, I don’t want to get over obsessed but I’m sitting here feeling like I’ve gain a stone just by eating a bit of pie, half a tomato, cauliflower & cheese, a nectarine, one chocolate finger and a tiny cinnamon role thing! That’s all I’ve had today apart from one cup of coffee in the morning, y do I feel so disgusting, I should have stopped at the nectarine, grrrr I always do this to myself – hate it! I feel sick :(

Feel like doing some reseach? I found this program on youtube ‘super skinny me’ really interesting!
Check it out if you have the time :)

SS&&TT

I’ve lost another 2lb, so I’m back where I started a week ago, yay! I can’t believe it only took me 4days to loose the 6lb I gained; I must be doing something right!

Ok, I’ve got to get strict on myself again, I’m feeling myself slip a bit, I had thoughts of having breakfast yesterday, luckily I was late for something so didn’t have time but I can’t let that happen again!

Hope every1 is ok!
SS&&TT

I did it, I got out of dinner! I thought 2day would be another day like yesterday where I’d have to have 2 meals but it’s not :) Had to have lunch (totally depressing) but turns out parents are going some where and leaving me and my brother to sort ourselves out for dinner, yay :)

Hope other people are having good luck like me, SS&TT Xxx

Today has been ok, not the best because I had to have lunch, hate weekends because that’s when family want family meals, eek!
On the up side I had work today which kept me busy and distracted from thoughts of food!

SS&&TT Xxx