have a gay experience

Last saturday I got the courage to do it. For me it was just great and I liked it a lot.
I had several gay friends in my life who tried to make me go gay but I used to tell them I was straight (I was actually afraid). Now I see I was wrong. I should’ve tried this earlier. Now I consider myself 60% gay and 40% straight and I’m happier than ever.

I’ve tried anal masturbation not long ago and I really liked it. Does this count as a gay experience?. Now I know I want to try more things. Nevertheless I have a girlfriend, and I don’t want to cheat on her ‘cause I really love her. If someday we break up, I’ll try my gay side.