To live instead of exist

Sometimes I just feel like I exist but I’m not truly living… I’m just going through the motions of life… I see everyone around me- but I dont feel part of anything… I feel like I dont have the resources, like time or money… the freedom to truly live carefree. But that’s all I want to do. I have a dead end job, a make shift apartment, and car that’s draining all my money-and for what? All I want to do is quit my job, sell all of my belongings, and take the little money I have and just take off…travel, start over, meet new people… just live… without the constant worrying of what the next day will bring…