stop smoking

... but its really hard.

But its getting better with every day.
Read: http://www.43things.com/entries/view/1223691

Everytime i think i can’t resist i call one of my friends and we talk as long until the desire is over.
Everytime somebody is lighting a cigarette i tell him i have give up and go away, when the person has finished i go back and smell the poison. That is helping me in a wonderful way.
I can breathe and smell and taste better every day a little bit.

I have read a lot about giving up smoking and here are my goals:

In two weeks the worst time is over, then i get my first reward.

In two months the poison is out of my body, then i get my second reward.

When i saved enough money to buy my laptop computer (http://www.43things.com/entries/view/1223720), i push the button “I have done this”

Everybody hang in there!

Greetz Mahpee

Yesterday in the afternoon i started telling my friends about my plans to stop smoking and they were really enthusiastic and promised their endorsement.

So there a 15 cigarettes left and when i go to sleep i rumple my last cigarette box and kick it into the trashcan.

Its my heart’s desire to get smokefree and now i will resist all the temtations that are waiting for me, for example: coffee, beer, sex, relaxing… all those things are so closely linked with cigarettes.

I’m stronger! My will is invincible!

I want my freedom back!!!