get a second job

Got an email this morning from a place I contacted ages ago, had a meeting with the guy this afternoon and I have to go back tonight. Cripes! This place is even flasher than the last place I did a trial at, so I hope I don’t make the same mistakes. Was a bit more confident and together today than the last place so I’m improving, but still manage to make myself feel/look like a schmuck.

Hope the gym thing doesn’t go out the window, but if it does I can always sell my membership.

I just joined a gym, so I want to be able to get my money’s worth and go as much as possible.

I failed at my job trial for this goddamn chain store style bar, the kind that would employ any mammel that can put on a black shirt and knows how to use deodorant.

I lack fundamental communication skills, so even the most basic waitperson job is out of reach. What kind of fool needs to learn how to say ‘hello’? I’m doomed.

Have a job trial on Thursday, if I can make it through 2hrs being my sparkly, smiley, friendly self that I know is there… somewhere, I could have a job. So sometime I could be pullin’ pints! Yeeargh!