be fabulous

The trick was remembering how to feel fabulous. I didn’t believe in myself enough for a while, but suddenly I feel spectacular again. I just have to be more mindful of my feelings at a given moment, and that seems to be the key.

I have trouble reconciling my desire to be “fabulous” with my belief that I’m spectacular just as I am and don’t need special clothes or makeup to be “good enough.” I’m trying to convince myself that I can just have fun with fashion and the like without “needing” it, but on some level it still feels like a betrayal of myself if I take that extra time to be…well, extra. My personality is definitely larger than life, but I have trouble looking the way I feel. I don’t know if this makes any sense at all…thoughts, anyone?