be strong

doing what I could do in a family situation, and then letting my husband take responsibility completing the task. I take too much responsibility for things, both work and at home. This is not beneficial to myself or anyone else. Also, I did not get anxious about the situation, but calmly worked toward a solution. Part of the problem has to do with general disorganization, so I made a plan to alleviate the disorder in this aspect of our lives. I’m feeling strong!

This is a little bit of a challenge. So when I do it, I feel like I have accomplished something really good. It is good for my confidence. Riding clears my head. It causes me to feel energized. It is sweet!

I’m feeling some of the calmer leveling off that can happen with the passage of time. Things at work are so drama driven right now. After work today we came together to informally discuss problems. It was cathartic, as there were no representatives from administration to invalidate our perceptions. We are actively seeking solutions to these problems. I gotta run, so this may be edited later :)

blind sided. I make excuses. You know, blame mean people. The idea of fighting is pretty darn foreign to me. It is to my children also, which causes me concern. I’m not even sure how to deal with this.