make the very best out of my 20's

Yesterday was Monday which usually means back to work…
I don’t like Mondays.
I’ve never had a good monday in my life.
We don’t get much of a summer here but on Sunday the sun was scorching and was a beautiful day. I would bet it was hotter thank most holiday destinations. We’re not used to this, so me and my friends took advantage, piled into my car and went to the water park. It was a great day. laughing and joking.
Then waking on Monday morning only to see the sun cracking the stones was very depressing. The fact I’d have to go to work in this glorious day.
I got on the phone first thing.
I never made it into work yesterday.
Neither did my 3 friends.
We jumped in the car early sand went to Blackpool for the day.
messed about on the beach. had a hotdog. went to the pleasure beach and theme park. Had a few drinks out in a beer garden and finished off with traditional fish and chips and an ice cream.
Bloomin’ marvellous!
My best monday ever.
I’d better go to work tomorrow….

If it’s not sunny.

What does this mean?
Enjoy yourself while you can?
Before you have a mortgage/wife/children to look after?
Before my ’’freedom’’ is curbed?
Before I have to become sensible and reponsible?
Mature?
Is this what it means?
What is a mid 20 year old meant to be doing?

I’ve spent alot of time worried recently.
And moping around and what for?
Is doesn’t do any good.

OK
I going to do what I do best.
Go out with friends more,
and drink,
and dance,
and dance more,
and drink more
and laugh
and stay out until the early hours of the morning,
and go to see my football team when the league starts again .
and go out with my brothers more and do more things together.
and speak to mum and dad more. I mean really talk.
smile again.

I’m sick of being sad. I’m just not like this.
I was the life and soul of the party, now I’m a fart in wardrobe in the an empty room, in the house of the party.
I’m going to start having a laugh again.
Time to start enjoying myself more.
I not even nearly as old as I think I am.

Last weeks roadtrip was class!
Just got in my car and drove to Newcastle, Glasgow and Dundee, all just to speand time with my great mates.
It’s times like them I won’t forget.
Spending quality time with the people that are just like you!

I feel old and I know that I am not. I recently been spending alot of time catching up with old school friends, and I think alot about the good times I had at school. I am lucky because I know alot of people who hated school and had a horrible time there, whereas I loved every minute of it. It feels so long ago now though and I feel abit sad.

I know now that time has come to grow up but I don’t want to just yet.

All Things Must Pass