I need him — 1 year ago
more than ever these days
more than ever these days
... that he has seriously deserted me.
after missing it for a few weeks. We had a chat. And for some reason, in stead of having the monday blues like I normally do at work, I was happy all day, chirpy, being silly and singing aloud. Everyone at work thought I got laid over the weekend and thats why I was happy.
I had a chat with the big guy last night. Not only did I feel better, he helped me out on a huge favour today. I miss him and wish I didn’t miss nights/weeks without speaking to him. Must keep it up every day!
I must admit, I’ve let this one slide in the past few weeks. I must try harder.
I can’t wait for 2006 to be over, possibly the worst year of my life. It just got worse and worse without seeing any light at the end of the tunnel. I could write as list as long as my arm as to events/funerals/incidents that happened. After the death of 3 people I love and miss, my grandmother, my uncle and a close friend (my age), I had a long chat with God to see what was going on? And I felt better about things. Even though I suffered pain, anger, confusion, loss, anguish- and still do, I know God wouldn’t put me in situations he know’s I can’t deal with. Because he has made me strong. I am comforted with the fact that I know, the ones I loved that have gone before me, are with me always. And he is the one who lets me know this.
I need to do this more often, its good to talk!......
I don’t just mean a quick prayer, before a few words with the big guy wouldn’t go a miss. let him know what your thinking, what’s going on etc… what he needs to work on….I should have a natter with him every night before bed…