get over him

When i wrote this a long time ago, I meant to get over my ex boyfriend at that time, we spend four years together and it was difficult for me. Today I´m involved with someone else, I now it´s a bad relationship, but somehow I can´t move on…

This was actually a happy ending story…

We got back together a little while after the break up and finally 8 months ago we break up again!

But now everything is different, far from the pain that I experienced 2 years ago, when I thought that my life was over.
I guess we’re not meant to be together. But it amazes me that now we’re able to hang out together like real friends, we go to the movies, we go out for dinner, he still buys me jewellery (of course I can’t complain LOL!).

Maybe is because I’m more mature now, maybe because I don’t want to jeopardize a possible relationship with other person, or maybe just maybe, because I still don’t want to loose him…

And although I like my freedom and right now there is one person that I like, I don’t think I could ever get over him, because he holds a special place in my life and I wouldn’t like to forget about that, what I can do is to move on with my life and be happy in the process.

Right???

We work together and I have to see or speak with him.
I thing it would be easier if a don’t have to see him anymore.

I wish i could hate him, but I can’t.

I just want to know how long this is going to take?

When all this pain is going to desappear?