The boyfriend I mentioned in THAT post broke up with me soon after I wrote that entry… after cheating on me for 1 of those 2 months first. Asshole.
I am honored and humbled and blessed to say that I am with a much better boyfriend now (and we’ve been together for 4 months already), and there is a tremendous connection between the two of us. It is my intention to marry this one, because I realize that I am truly in love with him – unlike the last one.
[I now know, I was in love with the IDEA of being in love, but I was not actually in love with him.]
Everything I do will be steps in the direction of getting engaged, and eventually getting married to my boyfriend, because frankly, I cannot imagine life – even life that has not happened yet – without him.
xM
