to Lawrence, MA. Somewhere that I actually WANTED to move to. I’m not the greatest at having friends because I have a lot of trust issues. I’m hoping that I can push that aside because I’m really lonely. It’s not easy talking to your fiancĂ©s friends about problems that you have with HIM. I don’t have any family or friends here…just HIS family and friends. To be honest, I only have one friend, she lives 900 miles away and I’m sure that she gets tired of hearing about all my shit…because sometimes I get sick of hers too. I need someone to talk to. I spend all of my time online looking for people who have time to talk to me. Ugh. Help.

