i dont know why psychologically ive become so obsessed with gardening – maybe its becasue you cant really mess it up, and plants want to grow so badly that it basically creates itself. maybe i crave to create soemthing that is real. either way ive been dreaming about gardening all year so far.
i had a few potted plants during the winter to get me by, and then germinated alot of flowers from seeds and just recently planted them outside the past month or so!
im going to have roses, and daisies, and strawberries, and forgetme nots, and sunflowers,and sweet peas and pansies gardening is keeping me sane. do it. especially if your out of your mind and need to do something real.

