I've had enough
2 months ago
I’m just fed up walking around with this knot in my stomach, with a pang everytime i THINK others are looking at me and thinking i am weird and stuff. I am fed up pushing people away because I think they might look down on me if they knew the real me, or by fearing i might not be good enough. i am done with being scared of saying hi to people, or saying something an agonizing for hours at a time what that other person would have thought. i don’t mean i want to stop caring about anything people think about me, i am just fed up with it ruling my life as it is right now.
