motivate myself

Well, a couple of days ago my mind was in total chaos.
Almost everything was unmotivational, for any tiny thing that happened…

So i asked for some help…

doing everything on my own… doesn’t tie the knot very well…

I think that I have motivated myself this past days. But it was kind of hard. I have a little voice that says good things to me and another one that says bad things about myself and the second one is really good at proving his point… so it always wins and I get unmotivated… (yeah, I nead a psycologist ;))
But this way… I think that something has to happened in my life so I can be motivated, but in the other hand, I have to work hard to find it…. and stop thinking that I’m a good for nothing brat xP.